d204 is a project where i take a list of eighty songs that i wrote & record whichever one comes up when i roll a d20 & a d4
the song

my lover has left me & she’s just like her father
snorting cocaine off of someone else’s daughter
the vlog
![d204.7: nature nurture neurosis [vlog]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/RqHF6j0JzU8/maxresdefault.jpg)
Ultimately, a lot of my healing has been a reflection of what my parents were not able to do– I think as is probably often true. I don’t want to have the effect on the world that they did. I want to be able to understand why they acted the way they did and I want to get myself to a place where I feel, more than they did, that I have a choice to act differently. And it’s interesting having that come up in a song that I wrote so young.