nov 22 - 07/30

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the uhh heart rate spikes i get right after i eat feel uhh a little bit like i’m actively dying… sometimes. like it’s the. uhh. very act of sustaining myself that’s gonna be the thing that kills me. life… is just a series of symptoms of uhh… the disease called life..? you live ’til you die. right?